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Like most of the country and the world, David Guterson woke up on Tuesday, September 11th, 2001, not thinking history was about to change. He was in Washington, D.C., with a group of fellow writers, evaluating grant applications for the National Endowment of the Arts. But before their work day had even begun, the Pentagon was bombed; the Twin Towers were down in New York City; and havoc was wreaked irrevocably on our collective sense of happiness, security, and national pride. Scrambling to get out of the city and back home any way he could, David, along with two fellow writers, rented a car and drove 2,600 miles across the country to Seattle. But the attacks triggered something inside him, a pervasive feeling of hopelessness, fear, despair—a clinical depression that that would not go away. He lost interest in his work, family, friends—his life. Inspired by William Styron's masterful Darkness Visible, Guterson's Descent is the searing account of one man's envelopment by the darkest of human emotions, and his tunneling out. Powerful, intense, and deeply felt, it is at once personal and universally illuminating—a confession from a great literary mind who takes us on a journey of what it feels like, and means, to lose one's grasp on the world—and to find it once more, even if by fumbling in the dark.
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- ISBN: 9780804169257
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- ISBN: 9780804169257
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- English
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September 1, 2013
A writerly account of the downward spiral of clinical depression. Writing about one's own depression presents unique challenges. Sinking into the abyss typically renders the writer incapable of writing, so such memoirs are almost invariably written well after the fact, with the writer describing what, at the time, seemed an affectless void. Prize-winning novelist Guterson (Ed King, 2011, etc.) differs from many in knowing specifically what triggered his depression and exactly when it started. He was in Washington, D.C., during the attacks of 9/11 and found himself not only devastated, but wondering how others could resume their lives, almost as if nothing had happened: "Anyone not despondent, I believed, was wearing blinders. The rightness of unhappiness was obvious and clear. The only reasonable response to the world was an overwhelming and excruciating sadness; everything else was willful delusion." Reasonable enough, but neither his drive home to Washington state nor the months that followed lifted his spirits. Guterson consulted therapists, took pills and pondered suicide. It's impossible to criticize the recovery and catharsis reflected in this manuscript, but it's plain that he's no longer at a loss for words and that those words seem self-consciously literary. Of discussing his condition with his family, he writes, "There is such a thing as filial indulgence and a manner of discourse possible between siblings that's possible nowhere else. In other words, our dialogue was fraught with complication to the point of a compelling Freudian mootness." Only in the last few pages does he turn the corner toward a recovery more gradual and less specifically causal (pills? time? love?) than the shock that blindsided him. A slim addition to a long bookshelf on depression.COPYRIGHT(2013) Kirkus Reviews, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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